Жизненные периоды

Моя жизнь четко делилась на два периода – до Америки и после. А теперь как будто прибавилось еще одно разделение -до отношений и после. Сложно перестроиться и привыкнуть к этому факту.

Я не хочу вернуть все обратно, я прекрасно осознаю, что мы разные люди, с разными ценностями, и не были бы счастливы вместе. Но все-таки семь лет жизни (как раз второго, послеамериканского периода) связаны с ним. А еще – мечты, планы и стремления на будущее. Теперь же мое будущее совсем другое, и я еще не совсем с этим освоилась.

У нас не было “финального разговора”, наверное, это тоже мешает закрыть гештальт, перестать думать о прошлом. Но надо все-таки отпустить это прошлое и сконцентрироваться на будущем – моем личном будущем, в котором обязательно появится человек, с которым я захочу его разделить.

Сложно не искать этого человека в толпе, не думать, где  же вообще водятся достойные мужчины, и в принципе не зацикливаться на этом вопросе.

Пока что мне нужно научиться быть одной, понять, чего хочу именно я, и начать строить свою собственную реальность, чтобы мне было комфортно с самой собой и в душе была внутренняя гармония. А все остальное приложится, правда?

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